Tuesday, October 10, 2006
tired.wats new?
sigh it seems like everyone has an autograph book and i must admit that i want one but it is so late, me being the last minute kinda person. should i should i not. sigh. i guess everything would work out like it always does:)
hmm a certain somebody is gonna have their birthday soon(make it
2) and i think i know what to get them. but the problem is..... i dunno what to ask them to get me hahahahhahahhah.
oh this brings me the topic to MY BIRTHDAY.
my birthday is on 4TH DECEMBER. XUEWEN'S ALSO (HAHA I DIDNT FORGET HER K? SO MUST GET XUEWEN A PRESENT TOO K?)oops pls forgive me for so blantantly um advertising my birthday, but its just that sob my birthday is always during the hols and this = no present. sobsobsob me and xuewen share this poor plight. guess it was my fault to be born on winter.
actually i do wonder how winter in canada looks like. hmm snow flakes? frozen lakes? i promise that i'll go back one day and spend Christmas there. :)
okay enough of my crapping.
thats all for today.
shonda
Posted by < aviabloom > at 5:45 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
chokes...
goodness the air yesterday was really bad and now i am trying to write with no punctuation so that i can show exactly how horridly blur the air is omg the psi has even hit 150 but schools won't close unless it is above 300 which i doubt it will be but i am still hoping oh hoping so hard that it will be more hazy coz then i dont have to go to school and waste time slacking and not doing work when the exams are coming so close and i havent even started to study i am seriously so screwed someone help me focus and concentrate but i know i will still be very distracted oh no im am so stressed gloria is studying so hard that it is freaking me out and she studies really very hard doing chem and all her notes i just realised exactly how freakingly hardworking gloria is ahhhh writing withour puctuation is quite fun but i feel a bit like a psycho just spewing out words with no pause i am really typing like mad so that i can finish before my mum and dad comes home from their viewing of houses oh ya i still haven't found a house yet so troublesome i was just typing out letters to owners of this condo so that my parents can go put it in thei mail box and see if anyone responds to it sigh i dunno what to do with my life and i just seem to get things in order and i hate that because i feel wasted and like a failure i hate not having control of my life because it is the only thing i can control but now i am screwing it up oh i just want everything to be okay again oops i just realised when i write stuff like that without punctuation i sound a but depressed no very depressed and suicidal oops everyon im fine but just being the crazy normal me i am hahahaha i better stop and ey can you find the punctuation i have hidden in this whole chuck there is only one and yes go look for it and tell me on the tagboard sorry there is no prize for correct answers as it is really so easy for you brainiacs outthere especially from our class where everyone is so freaking smart and getting so many A1s ok so bye now and have a nice life people
shonda signing off
Posted by < aviabloom > at 12:13 AM